Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Reality can't be that far

This past week has been crazy for me. I have been in such a funk that I can't seem to find where I put my head. I am having such a hard time focusing on what needs to get done that I end up having more than I can handle and then I just let it all go to pot. I am in desperate need of some guidance and I seem to keep asking God for some but I have yet to find it. I feel like I am wasting my time on so many thoughts and ideas that no longer need to be in my head but I just can't let things go. My mom told me something the other day that has really stuck with me. She said don't bother thinking about things or people that you know aren't giving you a second thought. She couldn't be more right but at this point it's a lot easier said than done. I feel like all my feelings and emotions have been sucked out of me and they have disappeared. I am in a great need of something or someone to grab hold of and give me a good whack in the face to wake me up. Anyone willing to do that? Anyone out there...Literally hit me with your best shot. It just might help. 

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