Yesterday...

It always seems that yesterday seems so long ago but in reality it is always less than 24 hours ago. I feel like time is moving by so quickly but going by so slowly at the same time. I look back on my life so far (which is actually pretty short) and realize how many expectations and plans I had. There are so many dreams and ideas that I thought I would have by now but it's funny how God makes you see that the ideas and dreams I had were not part of His plan. I'm slowly realizing how much of my life has been lived according to me and how I've wanted things to play out but that's not how life should be. I've been hit with so many "duh" moments lately that have made me see how much of God's plan I haven't been able to see. It seems that He has been showing me so many signs that I've been ignoring for so long that now that I've seen them I wonder why they heck I haven't seen these things before. So much of it has been just letting go and just being me again with myself and with others and allowing myself to not give a crap about what others' think of me. I should be living this life for God and no one else. They don't determine how the rest of my life pans out, He does and He is the only person I should be concerned pleasing. Psalms 25:15 "My eyes are ever on the Lord, for only he will release my feet fro the snare." I pray that I can remember this verse daily so that when tomorrow comes, I can look at yesterday knowing I looked to God and He made it great.